Not Quite Right

I hate myself!
To bad tomorrow
Doesn’t reimburse the moonlight…

Regretting fear
Overcome with truth
Destiny obtained
Big people
Small world
For any youth

Trying to make something shine
Like buffing an old car
Waxing it just right
Coming inside
It’s Jesus Christ!

Sin forgiven
Never forgot
I’m just a pawn
In this wild chess game…

My white knight
Once so clear
Now I talk behind her back
What was once white
Is now black!

So my eyes
Remain red
As nights go by...
She comes over
We have a good time

Green with Red

It’s hard to be one’s self
When one is wrong….
Self indictment
Self Predicament
Still Strong.
Fruitless;
To grasp innocence
When the bowel is gone
Falling like crabapples
The season is done…
To remember;
Sunday donuts
Ode to naïve ignorance
Gone
Time is essence
Time goes on.
Bells ring
Maybe not loud enough
Green and red
The holiday season bleeds;
Forced materialism,
Forced happiness
Alas, be happy…
And break into your own song

Flame

We’re ready to burn
Time to take the leap
It’s all over
But at least we will burn together

The shadow casts
I light the flame
Tossing myself in
To the sinners game

Time to fall
The world is gone
Love lost
Love, What’s Wrong?

The essence of life
Is fire
I’m the sword
The dragon slayer
Cling to my words

Killing to save,
Your killing me
Saving yourself
Careless…

My blade rises
Taking my time
Painting the image
Words to live by

Let me be
On your eager soul
I would invigorate the unknown
Finding the truth
The flame that devours

Calypso

Stars collide
Not you and I
My heart pounds
This is what I realize…

I watch over you
As Christ watches over me,
You ripped my heart out--
Calypso, drowning your sorrows--
cannot set you free.

Expect--
No condolences…
Receive only shame
Look deep inside,
Who’s to blame?

Your words, Your actions
Set yourself apart
Doomed for eternity,
Calypso? Where is my heart?


Forced to accept,
A world so bright!
The sun is radiant
But we are the night.

As I wash to the shore,
The moon looks down,
You wear your skin…
No words, caressing thoughts-
Caressing sounds…

Heart sought,
Never found,
Saturated by you…
I drowned.

Dream(Part II)

The wet sand
Melting in the wake of dawn
The slender breeze
The hesitation
As the tide rolls generously—
The breath of nuance…
As like waves
You come crashing down upon me—
The water rises
Touching toes—
The world has no worries
The sky shimmers
The sun settling in…
Just warming up
The first pitch…
As seaweed entangles
Stopping time
The secluded cove-

Put it down

Lost!
Lost at sea;
Come now,
Put it down,
Put it down with me…

She doesn’t know
Her doing
Her first time
Overboard…
Legally illegitimate,
Still a Crime.

So please;
Put it down.
Face your lows;
My flower,
My rose.

You have no need,
To drowned sorrow
Do you understand the consequence?

To live life…
Full of regrets,
Forfeit emotions,
Use logic,
Your too smart
Use your big head!

I don’t resonate anger,
Because of all people
I understand the game;
I go hard,
So I cut off
The sound of others names…

Just to hear my own
I can walk alone,
So come…
Head out to sea,
And…
Put it down,
Put it down with me.

(Changed Man, First Draft)

Star bright,
Star light,
Which star am I going home with tonight?

Short skirt
Soft lips
Scandalous
Shaking hips…

Innocence lost—
Replaced by a blend so new!
Drunken slut
The whore’s brew…

Given control
Of her situation,
She is taken advantage of,
Let me give you a demonstration…

I lead her away
A grin crossing my chin
I know how to handle
The girl in my face…


Or maybe I’m the better man,
So…
I take her back to her friends
No story for tomorrow
But a good man within…

I am the Poet

Let me begin;
By introducing myself,
No need for materials,
No need for any wealth.

I am the poet
Striving with clause
I am the poet
Understanding human flaws

I am the poet—
Raising my voice to supposedly superior
I am the poet—
Not satisfied with being inferior.

I am the poet—
My words can destroy a heart
I am the poet…
These lines are my art—

To have loved and lost…
To have searched and found…
To understand reality,
Without happiness the world drowns.

You asked what I want
You know what I need
Il give you the answer
Burning inside of me…

My answer is;
And will always be,
You are better off ,
Without me

Without;
No more reason,
Just to rhyme
No more schemes
No more time
No more worries
No more tirades
No more insecurity—
Instead…
Life becomes a daze…

I am the poet—
So you are spellbound to me
I am the poet—
I release you, be free…

Re-born

Butterflies fly;
You drop,
The club melts,
Too hot.

Burning desire…
Desire of sin
Confidence swelling
Bubbling within

We meet in the middle
Chance tellling us why
Immediately holding close
Memorized by your eyes

Not knowing you
Doesn’t really matter
A fresh start
Recovering
A soul shatters

To be reborn again
Lips give life
Holding hope
Clinging to the sight

Blood rush
My chest swells;
Lover’s hearts
Lover’s tales.

Sleep

Sleep, Sleep
I dream of you
Sleep, Sleep
Dream
I do, I do

Bed, Bed
I crash, I crash
Like waves
I crash, I crash

Pillow, pillow
Love, love
Cushiony white
Heaven above

Sheets, Sheets
Comforting touch, comforting touch
Sliding inside
No rush, no rush

Dreams, Dreams
I sleep with you
Dream, Dream
Sleep
I do, I do

Never again

The pain
The sorrow
The remorse
Descisions that led
Off coarse

Falling down,
Standing up
But enough is enough

Never again
Will I forget
My cause
The righteous path
Has rigteous flaws

A knife stabs
Words sting
Protecting her
Memories call,
Memories ring

It’s too late for action
But revenge is mine
Changing the world
One poem at a time

Last Chance

The truth of the night
We will face tomorrow
Enjoy the night love,
No time for sorrow

We were allotted …
Fates precious time
Don’t squander inheritance
We’ve waited too long for this.

I’m man enough
To know the consequence
Strings attached
Emotions mixed

But that doesn’t matter
Not in the blur of the night
I grab your hand
I need to hold you close

I feel overwhelmed
You don’t care enough
I feel underwhelmed
You don’t care enough…

Why do you need the attention?
Is there satisfaction gained?
Your words speak wisdom—
Your actions speak disdain…

So listen to me now;
I wont hold back
Your final chance
You better act…

If you keep going so fast
Your doomed to look back
Finding yourself
All Alone—

You betrayed everyone’s trust
But to what end
The means don’t justify
The actions at the end.

I’m giving you one last chance
So look into my god dam eyes…
Why fear me?
Fear the coward inside

The truth stings…
So everyone else moves on—
Learn from experience!

Unrealistic;
This may seem,
But, at least
Don’t make the same foul
This is your last chance

Look where you are—
Are you happy now?
Time after time,
Breakdown after breakdown.

You know the answer
But this isn’t a quiz;
This isn’t a test,
This is real life…
Finding reality through your mess

I’m giving you my strength
Try leaning on me
I’m your friend
Right where I’m supposed to be.

Sunrise

Sunrise is extravagant,
So is her saddening fall—
A woman without pride
Cannot rise at all.

Once in a time,
So close to our tears,
The young women’s arched, proud shoulders
Stuck out against her darkest fears…

We watched our words;
Like needles they poked, just to stab…
She was the class experiment, science lab.

The rumor was forgotten; except to the girl so bleak.
Not guilty,
Is her claim,
Ignored…
Now she is weak.

Then we watched, as she cowers and cries.
Why does our world listen
To absurd and disparaging lies?

She cannot hold the eye
Of her friends that now hold her captive—
Maybe she will find…

ESCAPE!
As the young girl pulls away from life’s tether,
Sunrise to her will never again come.
Our stabbing words clouded her weather.

Huntress

Stalk your prey
Before you pounce
Is the way of the huntress …

Searching for a target
A soul to devour,
Is the way of the huntress…

Waiting to bite
Her captured prey,
Is the way of the huntress…

Enjoying the fear
Taunting the prey,
Is the way of the huntress…

Tasting the air
Pulse racing
Is the way of the huntress…

Nibbling before the bite,
Adrenaline released
Is the way of the huntress…

Mocking the pain given
Superfluous
Is the way of the huntress…

Feeding her needs
Disconcerted of others
Is the way of the huntress…

Watched-
Patient to pounce
What happens when the huntress is among the hunted?

Cling

Don’t cling to your innocence –
Go ahead!
Throw it away…
Less to give,
More to take…

Put yourself out there
Stand on the frontline
One moment
The chance of a lifetime

Once you find,
Where you need to be—
Why would you look back?
Learning from the past?
Hello,
Miss Matter of Fact

The monster you’ve become
Fears the innocence of past
Cling to your innocence—
Determined!
One must make it last…

Lie
Calm as the wind
Mid summers day
Thoughts run wild,
Lasting all day

Love is arbitrary
Ignorance is awry
Trust is benevolence
Are we a lie?

The birds flutter
The bees go by
Time passes
Are we a lie?

Tree’s sway
Green in your eyes
Hold onto me forever
Are we a lie?

Mild passing’s
Confused by time
Love long lasting
Are we a lie?


Lies like sour apples
Lack the lust,
Green the color
No longer is their trust

Realization comes
Innocence devoured
Your deranged ration
Forces me to cower

Frogs croak
Your actions can’t fly
Deceptive words
You are the lie

Blame is double-sided
I will take mine
Letting you down
Nothing is good,
Nothing is fine..

Dream

The ocean slaps
The tide rises…
Overwhelmed
Life is full of surprises…

I drop to my knee
Inform you of my intention
Uplifted
You smile at the question

The night lasts
We are frozen in time
Happiness determined
Laying on a beach
Captivated by the vibrant sky

Dreams are reality
Inception has begun
Staircase to Heaven
We are all
We are one

Dream

The ocean slaps
The tide rises…
Overwhelmed
Life is full of surprises…

I drop to my knee
Inform you of my intention
Uplifted
You smile at the question

The night lasts
We are frozen in time
Happiness determined
Laying on a beach
Captivated by the vibrant sky

Dreams are reality
Inception has begun
Staircase to Heaven
We are all
We are one

All alone
Even if I bring you home
All alone

One night stands do not have any justification…If you can’t handle your own, than you need to put your handle down. You will regret your actions. You will regret your words. Trust me. It’s not worth the consequences.
Happiness is not gained by any simple fix. Happiness is not defined by random tangents of physical lust and desire. We are defined by a simple message. We need to always trust in our actions, but always be man enough to face the consequences. If one cannot face the consequences, do not commit the action.
Women need to realize that they can’t keep putting up some facade. Stop being fake, Stop being slutty; this is not happiness. You will cry. You will face the truth. You need to be true to yourself.

Look in the mirror
Have no fear
Know thyself
Tears

Tears lead to terrors; you will destroy yourself if you can’t face yourself. If you can’t overcome your own demons, then how can you ever face yourself? I really question us as people, some people look to Christ for the answer, but that doesn’t work for everyone.

The world needs to change. The people need a guide. A pathway to happiness sought, reality faced and troubles overcome.

Frigid

The weather is frigid,
The air a sting
Mugs warming souls
The memory is painful
My ears still ring.

You left me in the moment
No chance for goodbye’s
To painful
Memory terrorizes the inside

My mind is fixated
I cannot breath
Emotionally suffocated
My chest begins to heave

Dying for purple
The color we made
Your red
My blue
Memories start to fade

Chance caught us off-guard
Shields down
I feel you beside me
Your no longer around

I tried so hard to save you
Tried so hard!
No longer can I hold you
I tried so hard

The frost pinches
I cannot stand now
I am a car
I start to breakdown

Your death a sacrifice
Standing for a cause
Symbolic
Acknowledging societies flaws

My eyes glazed over
A tear falls
Manual Shift
I stall

Restarting is hard
Full of choice
The engine roars
My voice

I won’t back off
Not now,
Not here
Fighting for you
Love,
My dear

I feel that this matches the feeling of the first couple days of the week.

The Week
Welcome to the week,
Congragulations-Im glad you came
Traumatized emotionally
Statistically insane

Rhythmically static
Like melting in the pot
Sarcastically endorsed
Anxiety found,
Never sought

Internal dementia
Reality derived
Choices sardonic
Words ironic
Seeing as I lie

Truth slanted
Thoughts rationalized
Working hard
Forced to fantasize

Destiny-Austin Davis

Choice
Austin Davis
The challenger
versus the sin
I, the warrior
You the whim.

Our lies create the Truth…
Smoke settles, lights dim
Life is a haze, a blur
So you settle for him

The air is frosty,
Superficial heart,
I gave love
But hell froze over
You were lackluster from the start.

Breathe deep,
I take the hit
A load off my back
Sinners whit.

I stay faded
As you flee
Everything crashes.
Destiny.