Frigid

The weather is frigid,
The air a sting
Mugs warming souls
The memory is painful
My ears still ring.

You left me in the moment
No chance for goodbye’s
To painful
Memory terrorizes the inside

My mind is fixated
I cannot breath
Emotionally suffocated
My chest begins to heave

Dying for purple
The color we made
Your red
My blue
Memories start to fade

Chance caught us off-guard
Shields down
I feel you beside me
Your no longer around

I tried so hard to save you
Tried so hard!
No longer can I hold you
I tried so hard

The frost pinches
I cannot stand now
I am a car
I start to breakdown

Your death a sacrifice
Standing for a cause
Symbolic
Acknowledging societies flaws

My eyes glazed over
A tear falls
Manual Shift
I stall

Restarting is hard
Full of choice
The engine roars
My voice

I won’t back off
Not now,
Not here
Fighting for you
Love,
My dear